Good Aftertoon,
It is one of those Saturday's when you do nothing. I love these Saturday's. After a long week of school, I get to come home and relax.
Right now, I am seriously considering going back to Kings Valley at the semester change. I am having a hard time deciding because, 1.) I am going to miss my friends that I have made at Dallas. 2.) I feel stupid, that if I go back, I will get the attidude of "I told you so" 3.) Is it worth it? To get up at 4:30 every morning to go to seminary, to swamp myself with homework. I don't want to make a decision that I will regret.
I want to go back to KV because I want to busy like I was. I want to have the challenging of the school. (I honestly think that KV just swamps you with homework because they can. That is their way of saying it is "hard" . Can you keep up with exhaustion?) But I like pushing myself. I like having SOMETHING to do, all the time.
Another reason that I do not want to leave, is, my really close friends. I think that is what will be the hardest. I have become SOOO close, that I don't know what I am going to do, or even if I can tell them....
One more problem, is... Sports. I want to play softball. I want to have that experience... but I don't really know what to do about it....
