The other night, I couldn't sleep. Literally couldn't sleep. Those days I was up for more than 30 hours. I was exhausted. I never realized how much a person thinks when you are up through the night. There is just so much extra time. In reality I should've gotten up and done homework, or a core workout, or read from the Book of Mormon, but I didn't. I simply browsed pintetest on my phone, watched Netflix, and got up to pee a couple times.
That day, I got to talk with the coach at SVU. I am on the team!!!! I'm so excited! That was probably why I couldn't sleep. I think this revelation to finally get my butt in gear. Anything to get what it takes. I need to do something. I have the half marathon in a month, and soccer two months after that. It will be a long process. And I know that I can do it. I just need to actually do it. Knowing and doing are two, VERY different things.
I've decided I am going to do one of those free write things where you have like two minutes to write out everything and anything that comes to your mind. I don't think I will post it on here. It would probably be too gruesome and depressing. I will leave that to a more private area like my journal.
Into another night.
P.S. The Lord is the same yesterday, today, and forever.
That seemed to take on a new meaning for me today.
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